As a young adult, I was challenged with obedience to the Lordship of Jesus Christ. A decision changed the direction of my life, when one night I surrendered everything. From that moment on it was divine guidance. God led me to what I believed to be the safest place on earth but I discovered that even though God is good, personal safety is not always guaranteed. Unexpected tragedy shattered our hearts and lives. I wondered, once I've been broken, can I ever be whole again? "INTEGRITY! Jean Barsness has it. In this book, Jean Barsness lets her life speak; a life wholly abandoned to God. Anyone who wants to know more about the surrendered life will want to read this compelling story - now." Gordon Elhard, Founding Member of Calgary Centre Street Church. High School Principal and School Superintendent "This book will make you cry, rattle your complacency, and remind you that God wants all of you." Jon Arnold, Counselor, Canadian High Commission in Tanzania. About the Author: Dr. Jean Barsness has a life time of missions experience as a career missionary, professor of missions, international trainer and cofounder of CrossTraining Global, a one-year missions equipping program. Jean is a mentor, Bible study teacher, missions consultant and an international conference speaker. She has her M.A. in Biblical Studies and a Doctorate of Missiology from Trinity International University. Jean and her husband make their home in Calgary, Canada. They have a blended family of five with grandchildren and great grandchildren.